Good Handling

I 've got a new that my friend's wife is pregnancy. I am sure that would be a shocking news for me if I heard that few weeks ago. However, it is not as shocking as I supposed. Even my friend kidded me for asking any pressure from that. I replied gently, "There is something is out of my control, and just let it be." After I said that, it surprised myself as well. I doubt whether I do what I say, really?

In fact, I should say that I was thinking too much on such topic in the past few months. I did not only push myself hard, but also Siupang. It's not fair and is cruel to him.

Just like bible mentions, people can see what they miss, but not what they have. Yes, I agree with that. I also recognize I am the one too. I just focused on what I eager and what I miss. And, I forgot to appreciate what I have.

Actually, I am lucky what I should say. I have a good family. They are forgiving, and love me most. I have an excellent husband. I have a good job. I can earn and pay myself. I have my own flat. I have my friends. Words cannot help to describe what I have completely.

I should be happy, why not? There should be something wrong in my mind. I am trying to pick the negative thinking out, clean up my mind, enjoy my life, and share my joy and happiness to people all around me. Yes, that's what I was born to, I believe.

好煩呀……煩死我啦。

唔好再問我幾時生呀。邊個會識答呢條問題呀。

正如我問你幾時發達同幾時死一樣。有邊個會識答呢D問題。

做乜要我"恨"吓?!

你有個孫又點呀?
咩叫比D相我睇等我"恨"吓?!
"恨"同"唔恨"咁又點?

你有個孫我都好登你開心，比D相我睇咪比囉，做乜要講句咁嘅嘢呢?
咁大個人都口不擇言。

鍾意曬龕咪行出街曬囉，無人阻住你，行出街瞓喺度曬啦。

佢又有……佢又有……點解我無……

佢同我講：『幫我BB 改返個A字頭嘅英文名呀……』
佢同我講：『你話我個女叫"諾彤"好，定係"翱晴"好呀……』
佢同我講：『揀咗8月15號喺養和開刀生呀……』
佢同我講：『今日已經係37週5日啦……』

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點解我要食避孕丸…點解我要排期…點解我要覆診…

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繼續發燒

今朝起身成身無力，探咗熱89.X度，老公叫我唔好返工。點得呀，應承咗今日完個UAT，仲差一個JOB FLOW，成四頁紙架，都無行。諗住返去都係吩咐個廣州同事做，自己可以唔洗出咁多力。所以就爬咗起身返工啦。

誰不知個廣州同事，吩咐咗佢做。做完一次，四個鐘，洗唔洗咁耐呀?!點知原來中途已經錯咗，又唔CHECK LOG，係咪玩嘢呀。OK!我MON住你逐個JOB 做。四個鐘之後，見到個LOG都仲係有D問題。明明USER比嘅INTERFACE有4個，點解只係GENERATE到2個架。4個鐘又4個鐘，唉，再搞落去都唔知會唔會收唔到工。都係我自己嚟啦。

六點鐘開始病住嚟做，八鐘幾就行晒D JOB。仲要執返晒廣州同事D甩漏。早知係咁今朝一早自己做啦。起碼都仲可以有多兩個鐘做自己嘢呀。而家我D嘢都仲未做晒，星期一返去又要執返自己壇嘢，係咪玩嘢呀。

放工返到屋企都十點啦。好在老公煲咗粥比我食。佢仲買咗尋晚買唔到嘅退熱貼比我呀。我返到嚟再探吓身溫，又99.X度啦。又燒過啦。 -_-

發燒添

今次發燒果個係我呀。今朝已經喉嚨痛架啦，返到公司忙完一日之後，頭暈暈咁樣返屋企。覺得個頭重重，探完熱，99.4度。我諗都算係發燒呱。

食完飯個人呆呆地，有D作嘔。老公摸到我個頭好熱，落咗街買退熱貼比我。佢只係比我上網一陣咋，佢買完返嚟，我就要瞓覺啦。不過，我個頭真係好重呀。

覆診2

去完澳洲之後，去咗韓醫生度覆診。上次醫生比咗D通經葯我，叫我一嚟就要約時間覆診。可惜，我嘅情況真係好難搞，m都唔m吓。

所以，我自動自覺去約醫生，再睇吓點情況。醫生今日同我再照多次超聲波，話我兩邊都仲係好多泡，一定要清晒佢先得。佢比咗一排避孕藥我，話避孕藥可以抑壓住D泡泡同等D泡泡自己收返。如果食避孕藥唔得嘅話，就要打停經針，都仲係清唔到嘅話，就要做手術或者食糖尿藥。目的都係為咗清晒D泡泡。清完D泡泡就可以食排卵丸啦。

雖然我好唔想食避孕藥，但如果真係可以清到D泡泡，可以快D達成我哋兩公婆嘅心願。呢步一定要行架。希望一排避孕藥就可以啦。

麻煩嘅根源

今日本來可以同公司嘅同事去釣墨魚架，但係撞正太奶奶生日，無緊要我都好鍾意同親戚食飯傾計，所以我無JOIN到公司個墨魚團呀。

本來今日心情都唔係幾好，尋晚又瞓唔著，一早五點幾就起咗身。無問題，咁咪去食早餐囉。事原今日要做BODY CHECK，八點後就唔可以再食嘅架啦。所以，一早就食咗先。

返到嚟，我去練琴，老公去再瞓過。奶奶約咗老公幫手拎嘢去太奶奶度。奶奶十點度打嚟，約實老公之餘，又嚟搞我。無啦啦又同老公講，叫我今晚去食飯要酙茶比太奶奶。我心諗：又酙咩茶呀，都結咗婚半年有多啦。次次見親都酙茶，酙到幾時呀。上次舅公生日又酙茶，個心都覺得有無搞錯呀，結咗婚五個幾月啦，又酙茶，結婚果日都已經酙到跪喺地下無起過身咁制，有咩人都酙晒啦。OK, 上次老公話酙埋比舅公，以後都唔酙。佢講得咁型，我梗係信佢啦。

點知今日奶奶又酙茶癮起，又叫我酙茶。老公聽完同我講，睇我反應。我即刻唔好老脾。又係你話酙埋上次嘅，今次你唔係會幫我推你亞媽架咩?!OK，你唔推我，但我話我唔酙囉，成日都酙，酙到幾時啫，姑姐都有新抱，又唔見人哋次次出嚟食飯都酙茶。點知老公話你唔酙不如唔好去食飯喎。喂，大佬，而家個問題喺我度咩?我做乜要唔去食飯呀，仲有我又推咗唔去釣墨魚出席家庭活動，到頭來你叫我唔好去。咁我去邊呀，一個人食咩呀? 火都嚟。仲有呀，而家個問題係亞奶奶成日都要我酙茶嘛。我避得一時都唔避得一世架，唔通以後都唔出度家庭活動呀?我又無做錯嘢。

最後，老公打返去同奶奶講唔酙茶得唔得。我唔知奶奶喺電話度同老公講乜呀，淨係聽到老公話今晚要酙茶嘅話，咁我哋今晚唔嚟啦。佢哋再講咗一陣，老公同我講今晚唔洗酙茶。

唔知奶奶會唔會覺得我好唔聽話呢?不過，唔酙茶就叫唔聽話，咁我只不過係之前聽得話太多，所以而家學會唔聽話囉。