Good Handling

I 've got a new that my friend's wife is pregnancy. I am sure that would be a shocking news for me if I heard that few weeks ago. However, it is not as shocking as I supposed. Even my friend kidded me for asking any pressure from that. I replied gently, "There is something is out of my control, and just let it be." After I said that, it surprised myself as well. I doubt whether I do what I say, really?

In fact, I should say that I was thinking too much on such topic in the past few months. I did not only push myself hard, but also Siupang. It's not fair and is cruel to him.

Just like bible mentions, people can see what they miss, but not what they have. Yes, I agree with that. I also recognize I am the one too. I just focused on what I eager and what I miss. And, I forgot to appreciate what I have.

Actually, I am lucky what I should say. I have a good family. They are forgiving, and love me most. I have an excellent husband. I have a good job. I can earn and pay myself. I have my own flat. I have my friends. Words cannot help to describe what I have completely.

I should be happy, why not? There should be something wrong in my mind. I am trying to pick the negative thinking out, clean up my mind, enjoy my life, and share my joy and happiness to people all around me. Yes, that's what I was born to, I believe.